Have you ever felt lost and hopeless, like there was nothing worth living for? That's exactly how I felt a few years ago. My life was a constant battle with inner demons, and I was slowly losing the fight. But something changed.
It started with a small change in routine, like performing Agnihotra and learning about the teachings of Bhagavad Gita. These practices helped me to change my mindset and start seeing the world in a different light. It started changing my energies. And, when I embarked on a journey of Narmada Parikrama on foot without carrying any money, my life truly transformed.
During Narmada Parikrama, I received so much abundance in spite of having no money that I felt overwhelmed. I couldn't comprehend how people could be so kind and loving, and how they could give so much workout expecting anything back. As I started to experience and see the world in a different light, my heart was filled with love, compassion, and forgiveness. The darkness that had consumed me for years was replaced by the light of God's love, and I felt like I was reborn.
The journey of transformation from nothing to everything was not easy. It required me to stay alone for almost 10 years without my children, to face a social male chauvinist world, the irresponsive police and court where I am fighting for justice since 9 years, and to confront my fears and take a hard look at my life. I had to let go of my past and embrace the present. I changed my mindset from focusing on the negative to appreciating the small things in life and finding gratitude in the present moment. I began to surround myself with people who uplifted and encouraged me, and I let go of those who didn't.
But slowly but steadily, I started to find meaning in my life. I began to see the beauty in the world and the people around me. I found a sense of purpose that had been missing for so long. God bought some miraculous experiences in my life which couldn't be understood by the paradigms of science. And this Manjushree who didn't believe in God at all, transformed totally. Even though i was finding for answers to the magic which manifested in my life from scientific point of view, i soon realized that the answer is in the divine energy, in God's grace, in spirituality. And suddenly, I had everything and experienced abundance.
When my kids were snatched away from me, I started conducting holistic development programs for society kids and in orphanages, and in those kids, I found my own kids. The energies, vibrations, and frequency changed, and with its change, the type of people, situations, and things that entered my life also changed. And now after almost ten years, my kids and i stay together. When there was turmoil inside, outside also I faced all turmoil. But when inner peace started building, similar things, people, and situations entered my life, reflecting my inside situation.
Today, I am grateful for God's grace and the love of others, especially the participants of 'ME Holistic Centre' programs, the brothers and sisters and children in jail and orphanages who attended and responded to my sessions, the immeasurable people whom I met during Narmada Parikrama, and the mighty Himalayas energy I visit once a year that transformed my life. I have found inner peace, and my life is filled with purpose and meaning. I have a life of abundance, filled with love, joy, and prosperity.
If you're feeling lost and stuck, I want you to know that there is always hope. You have the power to transform your life, just like I did. With God's grace and a change in mindset, anything is possible.
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